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why did it have to turn out like this why was there no happy end I used to think life was all fun and games but now that he's gone I realize that life just f***s you up I should've known blinded by love everything was unseen when it all fell apart I was able to see all that you did not only to me you did it to them you know what I mean I lost my faith you stole it away everything I had I gave to you in return you broke it all never hearing my cries everything was torn away you could only laugh as I fell to my knees eyes streaked with tears I was abandoned worn down and shamed who knew you'd never return cept that  b***h who had it al

DREADFUL CURSE Wind harshly wiped aganist Angel's face resulting in her hair furiously snaping at her.  She winced every now and then when a strand violetnly stabbed into one of her cheeks.  Certain strands lashed at her unqinue colored eyes as if resenting the odd orbs of amber.  With each rapid stirke her pupils caused a bulid up of tears that refused to stream.  After each gust of wind it's hostility enhanced, causing the girl to pull the hood of her baggy black jacket up, covering the hated pure white hair.  The gift that was bestowed upon her was nothing more than a curse.  A dreaded curse which caused her abandonment and those spiteful

I...longed to be in my own world where poeple treated me right and I wasn't an outcast. Yet only in my dreams that happens but lately though it has felt real. By real I mean sometimes I wake up to see bruises and scars on my body though I can't feel the pain from the inflictions yet and I hope I wont any time soon. My mind is abnormal if you had my thoughts you would kill yourself by now because of the demons. You see I hear vocies no not the vocies of dead people the vocies of demons. They always try to put me down to get me to end my life in order to claim my body but I'm used to the torture from poeple around me. I haven't heard the vocies

I can never be close to you I will never be good enough for you I want to be good enough I want you to love me I need you to love me My heart pounds for only you thats why I must be good enough for you When I hear about you my heart rises then sinks when I realize how far apart we are I must become good enough so I can earn your love cause without you I'll have nothing If you leave my heart will crumble you mean so much to me I love you I will become good enough for you only you my love

When my father left I had no idea he would never come back I was young my mind not yet DEVELOPED Each day I grew up without a father wondering why everyone else had one after years of not having him by my side I learned the truth He left to be with another my heart sunk as tears fell from my eyes I believed it was all my FAULT If I had     never been born maybe my father would have been HAPPY I was the reason for it all not being a boy fumed my FATHER he didn't want a stupid girl like me Little does he know though that I wanted him he's the reason why I cry each time country plays his fault my heart weakens at

How long will you stand there dripping wet with eyes so pure.Surronded by your shadows you start to fade away falling into the depthes of your heart.The battle starts now breathing deeply and hard you try to gather your stength.Could this really be the end only time sha'll tell.Your caged up in the back of your mind wake up before your to lost.I will find you in this darkened world walking cold dark streets.I feel your glare why don't you want me to save you.My heart aches for you dont you feel the same are you to locked away.Still you can not stop me I sha'll save you from this madness before the demons reach you no longer sha'll the blood b